An endless night before, Felicia Sanders had left her blood-soaked shoes with the dead in the fellowship hall of her beloved lifelong church, Emanuel AME.<\/p>\n
Barefoot as the sun rose, she trudged up the steps to her home, the one where 26-year-old Tywanza Sanders\u2019 bedroom waited silently, his recent college acceptance letter tacked onto a bulletin board beside his poetry. It was after 6 a.m., and she hadn\u2019t slept. She hadn\u2019t eaten, not since going to Emanuel AME\u2019s elevator committee meeting the evening before, then its quarterly conference and then its weekly Wednesday Bible study. There, 12 people met in God\u2019s midst. Nine of them died, 77 bullets in their midst.
Felicia had answered questions all night from myriad authorities determined to find the killer. Now her phone rang. Her doorbell rang. Reporters, friends, family, strangers, an endless blare through the jangle of her muddled thoughts. Finally, in a delirious rage, she called an old friend, attorney Andy Savage.<\/p>\n
\u201cAndy, it\u2019s too much!\u201d\u009d she cried into the phone.<\/p>\n