We both wear disposable gloves. I put my hand through the crook of his arm, and we slowly start for the clinic. The day before was one of the harder ones, with T lightheaded and nauseated most of the day, eating only if I spoon-fed him, coughing more and using his albuterol inhaler more, then coughing more again. He was soaked in sweat in the morning and by evening was lying curled up, looking apprehensive. \u201cI coughed up blood just now,\u201d he told me quietly.<\/p>\n
We talked to his doctor on speakerphone. \u201cWe are all kind of working blind,\u201d he told us. Many patients, he said, seem to begin to feel better after a week. But others, the more serious and severe cases, take a downturn, and the risks rise as the virus targets the lungs. Pneumonia is a common next step in that downward progression. We read about it in the patients admitted to the hospital. Now the doctor called in a prescription for antibiotics to the CVS pharmacy that would close in less than an hour. I texted T\u2019s friend down the block, and he texted back that he would pick up the medicine. I asked if he would get oranges too; T has been accepting a little fresh-squeezed juice or cut-up pieces, and we were down to one last orange. They suddenly seemed an unimaginably exotic treat.<\/p>\n
The doctor told us to go back to the clinic for a chest X-ray first thing in the morning. Now we slowly walk the three blocks, T coughing behind his mask. As we move along the street, we see some other people too \u2014 fewer than a few days ago, before Gov. Andrew Cuomo directed New Yorkers to stay indoors as much as possible. Some joggers go by. Just over a week ago, that was still me. Now I point out the buds about to bloom on the branches we pass, drawing T\u2019s attention away from the few passers-by so we won\u2019t see if they start or turn around. A few are wearing their own masks, but they are walking upright, striding along, using them as protection for themselves. Not like us….<\/p>\n
Read it all<\/a>.<\/p>\n I wrote about my family\u2019s experience over the past two weeks as my husband has been seriously sickened by the coronavirus. This was not easy to write, but I had to: https:\/\/t.co\/flNUY63O6v<\/a><\/p>\n \u2014 Jessica Lustig (@jessicalustig) March 24, 2020<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n