Right now the remains of about 100 people are lined up neatly in small white boxes, waiting for their turn to be buried. Finegan says it’s basic, but it helps to keep costs down, allowing his funeral home and the county to afford the things they think are far more important, like the grave site and the memorial service. This is something Pamela Hirst, who couldn’t pay for a friend’s burial, says she doesn’t take for granted.
“It is a great burden when you can’t properly do what you want to do in your heart for someone that you’ve loved so much,” she says.
For Hirst, that someone was Joe Speer. He was a poet who lived his life performing and traveling the country in a green Volkswagen van. Hirst still has trouble talking about Speer. Two years ago, he died from pancreatic cancer. And for a while, Hirst says she carried around a lot of guilt because she couldn’t afford to give him a proper burial.